It’s been 20 weeks since my love passed away. 20 weeks of doing things without him. I had my 1st birthday without him. Just had my 1st Memorial Day with out him. Normally, we’d be camping with him and his friends or kids. This year was definitely not the same. Nothing is the same.
My Timehop app tells me things everyday that we did together. Whether its eating at our favorite restaurant, camping or going in a trip together. Every day there is a memory of us together. Guess that’s why I miss him so much. There wasn’t a day that went by that we weren’t together. It reminded me that he picked me up from the airport 3 years ago with roses and a wonderful card. He said he didn’t need to write in the card because it said everything he wanted to say.
20 weeks without my sweetheart has not been fun. I’m praying it gets easier sooner than later. I can’t wait to see him again.
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