It’s been 14 weeks or 99 days. 99 days since I last spoke to my love. 99 days I’ve cried every day. Not all day, but I’ve cried multiple times every day. Usually, it’s on my way to work, and on my way home or pretty much anytime I’m in the car by myself. In the shower and when I lay in bed at night. And all the times that I want to call him and he’s not here to call anymore. All the times I want his advice and he’s not here to give it to me.
Someone said that your tears carry nutrients that your body needs and that different kind of tears have different properties. Emotional tears, for instance, contain leucine-enkephalin, a natural painkiller your body releases in response to stress.
Someone also told me that tears hydrate your skin. Well IF THESE THINGS ARE TRUE then I should never have any wrinkles and I should be pain-free for a very long time! Just Saying!ðŸ˜ðŸ˜¢ðŸ˜ðŸ˜¢
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The True Heartache of A Suicide Griever 